July 4, 2006
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» I'm sorry.
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sorry that i ever loved you,
sorry that i cared,
sorry that we`ve taken for
granted the love we shared.
sorry for the waiting,
sorry to waste your time,
sorry if i`m not worth it,
you dont have to be mine.
sorry for mistaking something
i thought was true.
sorry if you dont understand
why i do what I do.
sorry for my feelings as
if they`re not enough.
sorry if we cant work
through all this stuff.
sorry if i`m cramping your
lifestyle or getting in your way,
sorry if i dont say the things
you want me to say.
sorry if i dont measure up
to what you want me to be,
sorry i cant be enough to
make you just want me.
sorry for apologizing but
i dont know what else to do,
sorry if my dreams only
consist of me and you.
sorry i ever met you,
sorry i`m not enough for you,
i`m sorry i love you the way i do ...
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| Posted @ 08:23 AM | 1 comment[s] |
July 2, 2006
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» You screwed me over big time
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I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was
it wasn't light years away. it was about a month and a half. and i still cry myself to sleep. and i always go back to that night, i always remember. and sometimes i'm scared that it was all just a dream. but what does it matter? it's like it never happened. we always lie and act as if nothing did.
Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
it left me more than half dead, dearest. more than..
Currently Listening to: Mozella - Light Years Away
Currently Feeling: depressed
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| Posted @ 04:07 PM | so fly |
June 21, 2006
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» && you were never supposed to mean this much to me
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you said that you're the fallen angel guiding me and comforting me through anything and everything. and you say that i have to accept that. yes, you are my fallen angel, in my own heaven. God knows you are. and i could be the angel in your hell, if you just let me.
but what good does this do--what good does my writing do? i can't even say these words up to you. even though there are times when i could've, i always end up saying something stupid. and i always, always regret it in the end.
Currently Listening to: Mayonnaise - Pink White Blue
Currently Feeling: gloomy
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| Posted @ 10:27 PM | so fly |
June 17, 2006
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» Pucha. SAPOL.
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He's so confusing .. some of the things he
says to me makes me believe that he really
does like me, and then some other things
he says makes me believe that, I'm just
a girl who never crosses his mind.
Currently Feeling: confused
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| Posted @ 12:28 AM | 1 comment[s] |
June 13, 2006
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» Figure it out for yourself, i'm tired of dropping hints
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i do not understand why i have so much words welling up inside me and i can't spill them all out of my system. i must have lost my talent to string heartbreaking sentences that scream melodrama in every direction. or it may just be that i'm too scared to see the truth in fine print. yes, i am too damn scared, and i am sorry. it wasn't like this with him. i could afford to tell him i that i like him knowing that it'll never be the same like before. i lost him and it was something i was willing to take. and i can't do that with you. i would never want to lose you and whatever it is that we have. never.
Currently Listening to: Dashboard Confessionals: As Lovers Go
Currently Feeling: stressed
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| Posted @ 12:27 AM | so fly |
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